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Environment is not everything. I've had bad trips in the most friendly, comfortable environments possible, that I knew very well and inhabited daily during non-trip consciousness.
What it boils down to is that you don't really know if psychedelics are for you until you do them. Period.
But as this poster said, don't expect anything, that's for sure - don't expect to be under or overwhelmed by the experience. Don't fear the trip, and know exactly why you are doing it. Don't just do the 'shrooms because you want to get fucked up, etc.
That being said, if psychedelics are right for you, you're going to have a ball. The first time I ate mushrooms was with my best friend. We tripped at night, during winter, and we ended up just putting the movie "Ponyo" up on our friend's projector and watched it while listening to LFO's album "Sheath" at full volume on the surround sound. We just laughed and stared off into the walls, all of the colors reflecting from that very bright animation made all sorts of different visions on the walls. Afterward, we went for a walk, spouting all sorts of neologisms as the buildings seemed to ride the same wave as us - they looked to me as though they were floating up and down in the middle of the ocean. We took a detour through a college campus and walked on different sides of a busy city street, looking at each other the whole time and laughing - I remember thinking about how weird it was that I knew that person on the other side, I knew all about them, and also felt as though I was looking into a mirror.
In essence, psychedelics throw out the conscious ego and let your child-like subconscious shine through, and makes the world around you beautifully surrealistic.
How much are you doing, OP? I would suggest an eighth of an ounce for your first time.
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