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No. 1156
I get super paranoid and think negative/strange things while high on weed. I used to smoke daily almost non stop. been on probation twice for getting caught with it. Stopped smoking. Life is better without it but I still miss it. If you ever have to stop smoking weed it's a pain in the ass because your dopamine is fk fried and nothing is pleasurable while sober. I think the more you smoke weed, the more the high feels normal and the more you go negative dopamine.
Weed used to be fun in high school when there wasn't really anything to worry about. I'm 20 now and I live in Texas and it fills me with lots of anxiety to even think about going to buy some.
All in all OP I suggest you don't smoke weed until it's legal/ move somewhere where it is legal....that's what i'm going to TRY to do anyway. I think this is a good idea because if it's legal, we won't have to worry about cops or people ratting or whatever. Also about people judging you, I feel that. I think that's just us being self-conscious. And that's why I prefer to vape in my room alone...that and cuz I only have "friends" when I have weed.
honestly being sober is a better lifestyle anyway. Go to school. Go to the gym. meditate. listen to digital drugs. read a book lol. These are all really easy to do without weed when you start to get some dopamine back.
Probation fucked my life up but at the same time it kinda helped pull me out of a weed hole.
Sorry if i went off topic too much >;o
oh but how I do miss me some good ol finger stickin Romulan..mmmm....
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