I have always been straight. I have always been interested in girls. Yeah, I had a couple of those teen encounters when you experiment with your best friend, but it was never anything more than jerking off together.

For some reason, a couple of years ago, I started looking at gay porn. At first, I was grossed out by it, but then, I really started to like watching a guy suck another guys cock. Then, I got turned on by seeing a guy cum on another guy. Eventually, I even liked watching guys fuck each other. It got to the point where I would watch ONLY gay porn when I jerked off. I imagined what it might feel like to be with another guy - or to suck a guys cock, but I would never think of actually making it become reality.

But this past Summer, all of that changed. I was out of town visiting my girlfriend. Because she still lived at home, we didn't have many opportunities to be intimate with each other. A little kissing, groping, etc., but not enough privacy to do anything more. By the end of the week, I was so worked up, I thought I was going to cum just by holding my cock while I took a pee.

Anyway, as it was time for me to leave, I kissed my girlfriend goodbye and drove to the airport. I checked my flight info on the way and found that the flight was delayed. I was too far from her house to turn back, and I didn't want to just sit in the airport, when I saw just the diversion I needed. An Adult Bookstore. I exited and walked in hoping to find a video booth so I could go in and jerk myself off to finally relieve the weeks worth of tension and sexual frustration. I had only been to one Adult bookstore in my life, so I really wasn't that familiar with some of the things that went on behind closed doors. I was about to find out.

I got $5 worth of tokens, went into the video booth area and saw several guys standing in the hallway - just outside the the booths. I thought hat maybe they were waiting in line to use the booth, but noticed one door was slightly open. I walked in only to find 2 guys laying on the floor sucking each others cocks. Embarrassed, I hurried back out and was standing in front of everyone when one guy pointed to another door and said go ahead. I said thanks, walked in, stripped off my clothes and dropped some tokens in. I selected a movie and started stroking my cock. I am 6'5", 200 pounds, muscular and have a very large cock - or so I've been told. In no time, I was stroking my thick shaft, when suddenly, the guy who let me use the booth, walked in on me. Now, under ordinary circumstances, I would have covered up and been embarrassed. But, for some reason, today I wasn't. I just stood there - cock at attention - staring at this complete stranger. His eyes opened wide as he just stared at my big cock. I have to admit, it was harder and larger than I had ever seen it before. He dropped to his knees and wrapped his lips around the head of my cock. I said nothing - fascinated by the sight of my big dick entering another man's mouth. He hungrily started sucking and stroking my cock, and although there was no way he would be able to get it all in his mouth, he gave it a great try. Within minutes, I told him I was going to cum. He started picking up the pace while stroking my shaft and balls with his hands. I felt my knees weaken and my balls quiver as I felt as if my entire being was preparing to shoot out of my cock. I started cumming stream after stream of hot cum in what was the most intense orgasm I had ever had. He managed to swallow most of it, although quite a bit rolled off of his bottom lip. He got up and leaned over to kiss me. I actually licked the cum off of his lips, but just couldn't kiss him. I was weirded out by what had just happened and wasn't sure what to feel. I had never tasted cum before, and actually loved how mine tasted. (I have since made it a habit to jerk off onto my face and in my mouth so i can eat my cum regularly) Anyway, when I didn't kiss him, he looked at me funny. I told him I wasn't gay. He asked why I came in there then. I told him I just wanted to jerk off before I went to the airport. He asked if he could jack off while looking at me. I said it was fine. I stood there and he rubbed my chest and stomach while he stroked his cock. In no time, he was shooting his load all over me and the floor. I cleaned up, dressed and left quickly and felt so confused about what had just happened.

I have to admit, I was disgusted with myself at first, but after a few weeks, I fantasized more and more about that event, and how much more I wanted to try. I started cruising gay websites, and got into jerking off on webcams in gay chat rooms. I CONSTANTLY fantasize about hooking up with other guys. I want to suck a cock so bad, it's ridiculous. I don't even watch straight porn anymore. All I watch is gay porn. I started using vibrators and dildos and love fucking myself in the ass while I jerk off. I also love to videotape myself using dildos and cumming on myself. Now, I need to take it to the next level and actually find a guy I can be with, so I can suck my first cock. I know that eventually, I will want to fuck and be fucked, too.