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No. 3037
Keep your phone powered ;)
Best of luck, and I'd say 'sorry for the long reply' but it sounds like you could use as much plain and comprehensive advice as possible, so long as it doesn't exhaust your resources.
Do you have any friends you can stay with? I was recently evicted but I'd suck a landlady's dick to get that spot back and stand guard at night (it's sorta supersketchy) if a friend came to me and told me this.
You can earn a little bit of money and gift cards and such if you do online surveys, though that gets tough and old. I might be talking from pure self-interest but amateur, non-kink porn might also be a great way to go. I have no fucking idea how the market is but I've always just <3<3<3 anytime I've found some real, genuine, loving amateur content.
If that's over the rubicon but you still have a safe place to stay... what about your dreams and hopes? What about your talents, rather than just paying the bills? Some semi-wise Russians say, 'find a job you like, never work a day in your life'. If that's not as/more sardonic than it seems... maybe the hobbies that asshats insist are dragging you down could genuinely make for a great employment. Say, if you like smoking weed and playing vidya, you could try joining the twitch streamers.
Blogging is kind of hit or miss - you really need an audience and props from someone more popular; my shit's just kind of a curio. Then again, a lot of great works were "just curios" for a long time until the creator got a patron. People tend to identify greatness as nonsocial freakishness until... if not force-fed, then finding themselves in need, or just curious.
Any kind of creative job is really hit-or-miss, "connections" and all that. This might be a longshot, but... maybe you're meant for a creative job. Maybe you're meant to be an underling - say someone's got a bunch of great game ideas but for one reason or another has difficulties with coding or art, compared to you. You both profit if you ghost-write, so to speak, and you might give them that particular touch that finally gets their ideas off the ground.
Together > alone, good people make life worth living, and living easier.
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