...you will come to terms with who you are and your position in life, leading to an innate happiness that leaves you with modest success and a caring spouse?

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OP needs to learn some coping skills for sure, but that shit is not a natural consequence of inner peace.

I swear to god if I see one more happy in love couple I will feel good that those two found each other in this crazy mixed up world and I will be grateful for all the love around me.

You are jealous. Jealousy leads to hate, hate leads to anger, anger leads to suffering. Jealousy is the path to the Dark Side... embrace the power of the Dark Side!