I managed to gather myself, to gather enough courage. I reached out to you. I assumed you'd have forgotten about me, but you were happy; you were excited. You answered. You wanted to see me.

I sent you a message and you answered. Then another and you answered. We were about to make tonight happen. The last thing you told me is that you'd call me the minute you were available so that we could pick a place.

Why didn't you call me?

I waited, and waited, and got nervous, and started to feel anxious as the hours went by, I sent a message, you didn't answer it, the hours went by, I started to feel really tense, nervous, even sick. The fucking wait. The fucking wait for nothing.

What do I do with myself now? What do I do with this TENSION. I'M FINALLY ABLE TO EVEN THINK OF CALLING YOU WITHOUT FEELING LIKE A STUPID FUCKING TEENAGER NERVOUS ABOUT ASKING A GIRL OUT, WHICH I DID BUT I STILL MANAGED AND THIS IS WHAT I GET FUCKING NOTHING NOTHING IS WHAT I ALWAYS GET WHY DIDN'T YOU CALL ME BACK THE HOURS WENT BY I FUCKING NEVER DO THIS I NEVER DO THIS ECAUSE IM A COWARD BUT I MANAGED SOMHOW AND THIS IS MY REWARD FOR MOMENTARILY GETTING OVER M FEAR OF REJECTION AND ALL THAT FUCKING ANGSTY GARBAGE, THI IS WHAT HAPPENS WHEN I TRY TO REACH OUT TO PEOPLE FUCKING SILENCE SQUASHING MY FUCKING CHEST ANXIETY AND NOTHING MROE LONELINES AND TIME WASTED I WORE MY BEST CLOTHES EVEN IF THEY'RE SHITTY THEY'RE THE BEST I HAVE I MADE SURE I LOOKED AT LEAST PRESENTABLE I WAS SWIMMING IN EXPECTATION AND JOY ALL MRONIG KNOWING I'D GET TO SEE YOU TO HEAR YOU TO BE NEAR YOU AND I GOT NOTHING

NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING NOTHING IT'S ALWAYS THE SAME I GET NOTHING I CAN'T EVEN CRY ABOUT IT LIKE THE BIG BABY I AM I AM SITTING TONIGHT ALONE THINKING WHY YOU SUDDENLY LOST INTEREST OR FORGOT AND I CAN'T STOP THIS HEADACHE THIS STOMACH CRAMP THIS ANXIETY THIS SHITTY FEELING OF BEING A COMPLETE AND UTTER FUCKUP IN EVERYTHING

I won't bother anymore. I won't bother you anymore, I won't bother anyone anymore. I just can't bother anymore.

(HOLY COCKFUCKING DICKMINTS, YOU'RE A MOD AND YOU'RE BEING A LITTLE FUCKING BITCH ON /RAEG/? BAD FUCKING IDEA THERE SUNSHINE.)

>>	Anonymous 12/09/26(Wed)13:57 No. 816 File 134868227676.png - (165.78KB , 400x254 , fghjn.png ) Fucking every shitbird on here these days does nothing but whine about their shitty little relationship problems. Find a hobby, wall-o-dicks.